so why the name medicine goat? well its up to you to guess but i think it would be very easy to get it right haha...anyways this place is for me to document my journey with her..yes..i want to keep our experiences together like a story. I'm not really a good story teller so yea..ill try to keep it interesting..

so yeah..this year was very special for me...i found her in the most unlikely place as i expected..but i believe it was meant to be. i wouldn't have found her if i didn't left the force, i wouldn't have found her if i pick up this part time job, and i wouldn't have found her if my life was in this state. 

long story cut short, we celebrated my birthday on thursday. hahaha..she surprised me at 12am exactly..its been awhile since i really celebrated my birthday..and I'm really happy she is there for me. at night, she surprised me againnn haha...we went to watch forbidden city at esplanade. we were supposed to meet at esplanade for dinner at barossa, since I'm able to use the ns50 voucher...who would have thought she bought tickets to watch the musical hahah...i was very shocked but also kinda like it because it is something i have never done before and she is the first one to experience it with me. 

she was looking very good that night also, i couldn't stop staring at her ahaha. omg no wonder she asked me to dress up properly because we are going to a theatre. it was very cold that day as it has been raining since 5pm...was trembling when the musical finished lol..

i feel whenever I'm with her, we always will be doing something i have never done before. i really appreciate that she is trying to make me more confident in myself, and boost my courage. she has been rreally understanding and patient with me as this is my first relationship and I'm still an amateur in relationships. I'm grateful i found her at this point of my life and hope that we could build a wonderful future together...sounds soo cringey...ughhh hahaha..but yea..i hope we could build our future together